Day 234

Happy new year!

Is what I should be saying in a few hours

And then giving my hubby a big kiss

Instead my hubby is on the other side of the world

And I'll probably be sleeping when the clock strikes midnight

At least I hope to

Since my 10 month old still likes to get up two times a night

My 3 year old has been waking up crying

And we're up for the day by 6

New years eve used to be getting all dressed up

Eating good food

And drinking lots if drinks

Surrounded by friends

I miss those days

I miss my husband

I miss being able to sleep all night

One day I'll be the fun crazy person on new years again Except I'll be the "old" people at the bar instead if the young ones Sad but true But I think I'll be a damn fun old person