Day 226

Tonight might have been one of the scariest nights of my life

As I watched my 3 year old get crushed under a dresser

And in my process to save him

I literally threw my 9 month old across the room

As of now we are all ok

If you don't count the 10 years of my life I just lost

I believe I experienced life flashing before my eyes

I have no memory except watching what seemed to be slow motion

Of a dresser crushing my son

When he crawled out on his own

And I breathed again

I looked down to see my 9 month old on the ground

With no memory of throwing her there

And instantly felt horrible and sick again for possibly hurting her

Thank God is all I can think right now

Thank God thank God thank God

My kids are ok

And that is all that matters I am also slightly bummed about the destroyed tv The tv....is definetly a goner