Day 64

Spent the day inside playing in a pool

So glad my son now enjoys the water and can have fun

A year ago he wouldn't even walk into the pool

Now I can't get him to leave

Spent my time watching him

And making sure my daughter wasn't overheated in the humid warm pool area

She would cry everytime a body part touched the water

so there wasn't much for cooling her down

My puppy hasn't eaten for 3 days

Since my parent's dog was put to sleep

I don't know if I feel worse about the fact that she is missing her friend

Or that I don't have the time to pay attention to her like I used to

It's so overwhelming at times how many things there are to do

How many things there are that I am procrastinating doing

How much better I'd feel if I just crossed them off the list

But lists of things to do are so long when its just one person doing it

To long to even thing about it

So I won't for now

I'll do it tomorrow