Day 53

July 3rd

Its an annual holiday for a group of my friends

Mostly because we always had the 4th off and worked on the 5th so it obviously made more sense for us to go out and have some drinks on the 3rd

I had to take a break from my mommy break to be a mommy since my daughter still refuses a bottle

Somehow its not the same as the old days when I have to come home and nurse and can't have more then a drink or two because I will also be nursing at 3 am

Let's put it this way....I was for sure not that crazy girl in the middle of the dance floor busting some crazy drunk moves

And I was kinda glad not to be that girl

Is it sad I would have preferred to just sit at my girlfriends house with a glass of wine?

That I wondered what many of those girls would remember from the night the next day

And I spent much of the night wondering if we looked way older then everyone else?

So pathetic

I'm so getting old