Lonely

The word of the day is lonely

A just said good bye to one of the most important people in my life for weeks and months and weeks on end kind of lonely

I kind you really don't understand unless you live it

That is probably why military wives stick together so close cause really we are the only ones that "get it"

Kind of like a really secret exclusive club that only the coolest of the cool people get to be part of

Never thought I'd say this but, "Man I wish I wasn't SO cool"

It's a hard thing to understand

It's a hard thing to live

It is so impossibly hard to drive away and not know when you'll see them again

To want to stay with him

Not to be misunderstood that I'd want to go with

If i was choosing a warm climate to go to I think I'd choose somewhere more like Mexico.

Iraq just doesn't sound that vacation-ey to me

I prefer sand AND water