Saturday, February 18, 2012

Day 282

Had a mental breakdown

Just everything that I stay so busy so I don't have to think about it

Hit me head on

Starting with an early morning

And having to get off the treadmill so my dad could get on on

Which was annoying and apparently all I needed to be set off A reminder That I'm not in my house Not using my things I have to work around other people Not myself That if I have a free moment from kids Thar means nothing if it doesn't work around at least 2 other people Because once again I am a guest here right now I think if my son wasn't in school I might have started packing my things That is how frustrated I am at not having my own space Or with presidents day weekend we could have left for the weekend But there is no water turned on there And I'd have to get food And who knows what creatures I'd have to clean out So I got over it Just like everything else And started my countdown to hubby finally coming home again

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