Day 106

Today was a much better day

Not perfect, but better

Did some skyping with the hubby while my 3 year old jumped on the bed the entire time

Not distracting at all

Tomorrow is my birthday

I am celebrating with with a couple friends

I want to celebrate with the hubby

It's hard to have days like this while he is gone

I'm glad I have friends who realize that

I already had one friend bail on the night saying she had good things going on her life and she needed to take a night to "celebrate with her husband"

I'm trying really hard to not take that personally but I do

I have a husband gone overseas who can not celebrate with me

she has a husband home every single night

And this is the one night they had to celebrate?

My reality tells me that I really shouldn't be offended

she has no obligation to celebrate with me

And a big part of it is probably because I am feeling bad that my own husband is not home

But it still stings a little