Day 31

Over a month now since he left

Had my 10 year high school reunion today

Spent the entire time hearing...."you alone today? "

Then explaining where my husband was over and over

Then hearing, "that must be SO hard! "

Over and over and over

Needless to say I felt a bit leftout in a place where couples were surrounding me and I was alone

Then I kept thinking how much easier it would have been to have the hubby there to entertain our 3 year old while I tried to socialize

After the reunion picnic I had to spend another hour and a half at the park across the street that my 3 year old had been eyeing up the whole time

If husband was there I would have had him bring him over there to play while I socialized

Hubby probably would have been happy to have an excuse to leave for a while

I would have been free to visit and in the end we would have made it home in time for nap

We however did not nap yesterday

And my son spent the entire time seeking out random male classmates to play ball with him

He obviously does not know the concept "stranger, danger'

And obviously misses his dad...a lot